Ironhide (
show_my_cannons) wrote2011-08-29 11:37 am
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11 - Action for Azalea / Text
[He jerks awake. Immediately, his hand goes to his chest, to the back of his head, fingers scrambling over his human form.]
[Everything is whole. Everything intact. There's no rust, no gaping wounds from Sentinel's weapon. Even the scars remain. His body is breathing, it's moving. Its systems are functioning as well as can be expected. Even his hip and shoulder feel better.]
[That's not right.]
[He hadn't made it out of DC. He'd felt everything go dark, felt his systems crumble away while he tried to fight to stand up, to shoot, to act and not let the inevitable happen. They'd been betrayed -- he couldn't lie down and let it happen. He'd tried, he'd tried with every failing piece of his strength to stay online. But it hadn't been enough.]
[And now he's here. Alive.]
[It feels like he's been gone for years. And it was -- since the battle in Egypt, it had been three years... His eyes rest on the 'gear.]
[For a while, he just sits in silence, staring at it, while gradually realizing there are people here who may be concerned for him. His team... his friends... they're beyond his grasp now. That realization in particular feels like a physical blow, and he has to bow his head and breathe for a few minutes longer before he can pull himself back together. His allies. His leader. Everything he'd fought for, everything he'd tried so desperately to return to, was gone.]
[There is no more going back.]
[Finally... Ironhide picks up his 'gear, and taps out a brief, halting message.]
How long was I out?
Feels like...
[He leaves the text unfinished, dropping the 'gear in favor of silence and brooding.]
((ooc: Potential spoilers for Dark of the Moon abound in the post and possibly in the comments.))
[Everything is whole. Everything intact. There's no rust, no gaping wounds from Sentinel's weapon. Even the scars remain. His body is breathing, it's moving. Its systems are functioning as well as can be expected. Even his hip and shoulder feel better.]
[That's not right.]
[He hadn't made it out of DC. He'd felt everything go dark, felt his systems crumble away while he tried to fight to stand up, to shoot, to act and not let the inevitable happen. They'd been betrayed -- he couldn't lie down and let it happen. He'd tried, he'd tried with every failing piece of his strength to stay online. But it hadn't been enough.]
[And now he's here. Alive.]
[It feels like he's been gone for years. And it was -- since the battle in Egypt, it had been three years... His eyes rest on the 'gear.]
[For a while, he just sits in silence, staring at it, while gradually realizing there are people here who may be concerned for him. His team... his friends... they're beyond his grasp now. That realization in particular feels like a physical blow, and he has to bow his head and breathe for a few minutes longer before he can pull himself back together. His allies. His leader. Everything he'd fought for, everything he'd tried so desperately to return to, was gone.]
[There is no more going back.]
[Finally... Ironhide picks up his 'gear, and taps out a brief, halting message.]
How long was I out?
Feels like...
[He leaves the text unfinished, dropping the 'gear in favor of silence and brooding.]
((ooc: Potential spoilers for Dark of the Moon abound in the post and possibly in the comments.))
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Well
I dunno, Henry's shy
He was hiding in the woods when we found him
plus assuming you were acting like normal, you probably scared him
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I do not scare people.
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no offense
but you kinda do
[... He doesn't scare HEATHER (much), but.]
and Henry's sorta scared of EVERYTHING
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[He snorts -- not that it translates into text.]
I can tell.
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whaaaaaaat
I'm not afraid of ANYTHING
well no I'm afraid of some things, but you're not one of 'em.
[... Even if he had scared the living daylights out of her in that dream when he'd decided to shine his headlights down into the gift shop and start booming. If she'd been a cat, at least five of her lives would have skittered off in terror, JUST from that moment.]
[But she doesn't need to bring that up again.]
but the point is, we're kinda... paranoid? I guess?
Dad and I spent my whole life in hiding
We know things are safer here, but...
old habits die hard
y'know?
[Ironhide should feel good, though-- he IS one of the people Heather trusts.]
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[He won't press the issue. Granted, he does believe her, but even he knows better than to push the "fear" button too much.]
Yeah, guess you would be.
. . . 'in hiding'?
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[There's another lull before she answers. Not really out of hesitation as much as... trying to put things into words.]
When I was little, Dad rescued me from the cult
He had to make sure they wouldn't find us again
[... Needless to say, if Heather's dream-world and the appearance of old foes in Johto means anything, they did find them again.]
The whole time I was growing up, he always had to look over his shoulder
Just in case.
[Not that it had changed the outcome much in the end... Harry Mason, Public Enemy No. 1 in the eyes of the cult, had run out of tricks and escape routes eventually.]
[Voice // Private]
[... Would have.]
[Except, he's not dead here. He's still alive, for now.]
[After a long silence, he fiddles with the 'gear, until he gets it set just so. His voice is rough, hoarse.]
I will protect you.
[It isn't that he doubts her ability. It isn't that he thinks she needs protecting from an annoying bookworm.]
[It's a purpose.]
[Something he has to do. Or he really has nothing left.]
[Voice // Private]
[When the speakers come on, it startles her slightly, but she hits the voice button on her own 'Gear.]
[Normally, she might have protested... insisted she could look out for herself, or even tried to reassure him that she'd be fine, she had lots of people looking out for her.]
[But there is something in his voice right now that freezes any notion of saying such before it can so much as try to come out of her mouth. And... truth be told?]
[Lately, she's really been thinking a lot about just how lucky she is to have people who'd do that for her. People like Ironhide.]
... Thank you.
[She can tell that something terrible happened to him when he went back. Not a clue what it is, whether it's something new and devastating or just being re-immersed in the horrors of the war he often spoke of, but it's terrible, whatever it is.]
[So she'll just be saying thanks, completely sincerely.]
[...And you'd better not add anything about it just being a duty, buddy-- she knows that. She's thanking you anyway.]
[Voice // Private]
[Except there are people like Heather, here. Like Kisa. And Cliff and his creatures. Who need him.]
[That someone is letting him be needed, letting him do his duty as an Autobot, as Ironhide... The acceptance has just given the old soldier back one of the core pieces of himself. He's the one who should be thanking her.]
Yeah.
[And, being Ironhide, he can't think of anything to say beyond that.]
[Hopefully the word is enough to convey how he feels. How very grateful he is.]
[Voice // Private]
[It is enough to convey it-- Heather knows he's not a man of many words. And the fact that he's not gruffly insisting that it's just what he does says a lot more to her than anything else does.]
Once you guys get moving, lemme know if you wind up close to Ecruteak.
I wanna start learning.
[After all, wasn't education the best kind of protection when you got right down to it?]
[Voice // Private]
[He has to pause before he can respond. There's silence on the end of his line, except for some shaky breathing.]
['I wanna start learning' hits him harder than expected. There's still some good he can do. Even now...]
Sure. Soon as we get there.
[Voice // Private]
Goldenrod?
Yeah, that place is like... the hub of this whole country, from what I've seen. Bet you guys'll like it. [It's a lot better than AZALEA, for sure-- at least to Heather. She never liked living out in the sticks anyway.]
[Voice // Private]
That where all the fuel you talked about was?
[Because if he's never getting energon again... he might as well get used to human food.]
[Voice // Private]
... Fuel?
[DURR? Judging from the totally blank tone of voice, she's once again sort of forgotten that 'food' just might have a different connotation to someone who's normally a machine.]
[Voice // Private]
Yeah. The... hmn. Food. Stuff you ingest.
[Oh, he knew the word. It was just buried.]
[Voice // Private]
But-- YEAH. Goldenrod has like... the best food anywhere.
... Well, actually, I guess Olivine was pretty good in terms of restaurants, too... but, hard to beat Goldenrod.
[Voice // Private]
[And thus Ironhide was introduced to bacon cheeseburgers and fell in love.]
[Voice // Private]
Try EVERYTHING.
... Except the weird sub place by the bike shop, I'm pretty sure those things are at least partially toxic.
But everything else is awesome.
[Best part of being human: bacon.]
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[Not all foods are equal, Ironhide. That is an important lesson that ALL people must learn if they're to avoid horrific digestive mishaps.]
[Voice // Private]
[This conversation... it's a good distraction. It's something much easier to talk about than what happened at home.]
[Voice // Private]
Well, get over it, because seriously, food is awesome.
Just not... the food you've been eating.
[Energy bars, Ironhide? REALLY? HOW ARE YOU EVEN STILL ALIVE, this diet is completely incomprehensible to Heather.]
[Voice // Private]
Guess I have to, huh? Get used to it?
Those were food.
[Because he's Ironhide, and his system is durable as hell.]
[... usually. :( ]
[Voice // Private]
Don't worry, if you get the good stuff, you won't mind getting used to it. [She is confident on this note. Heather's never been like... a foodie or anything, but good food is good food and good food is awesome.]
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